These dicks! I swear, Spirit, could you be anymore vaguer with some shit? If I didn't need help, I wouldn't ask you. So why do you insist on responding to me in ways that leave me with no answers but about 4,000 new questions? Why? Even your answer for that is ridiculous and not really an answer at all. Where that leaves us, me pist off, and you thinking you're being cute and funny. Well, you fucking aren't. Just a bunch of tough guys hiding behind a veil of reality, that's right. I've concluded that the veil is there so that those of us in bodies can't fuck you all up when you pull the shit you pull. So we can't fucking punch you all in the face when you say it's all about divine timing or that what is meant to be will be. Like this, physical life goes on forever; this life doesn't have eternity, only I do. Once this life is lived, it's done; no longer able to go further with it. It has only lived just this once, this one time, that's all I get as Amber. My larger being is my full spirit and soul, which gets to move on; it's the one with eternity, not me. So please, can we stop with the riddles and the vague bullshit, and get on with it?

While I appreciate the whispered turn heres and don't go over theres. I feel that my guides and unseen friends around me should be more day-to-day helpful. Personally, for me, I would be much more grateful if you all could just help me find what I'm looking for. "Where are my fucking keys?" " Hey, remember you put them over there." " Ah, yes, thank you, there they are." Or even this one: " Why the fuck did I walk in here again, I can't fucking remember?" " You were gonna grab your hat." "Awesome, now I don't have to stand here for twenty minutes just to not remember until I'm in the car." Start the day out with more cheer and less fuck this. 

See, guides and unseen friends should extend their helper duties to assist us in not losing our shit over losing our shit daily. Am I right? Come on, you know that would be beyond fucking helpful in your daily life. I know it sure would be in mine. Does anybody know if Spirit has a suggestions box or an email we can reach them at? I'll do it, I'll ask for all of us. Just need that direct line contact information. Just need that customer service number to an agent, please, no thick accents, nobody understands those guys, great people just haven't a clue what they just said to me as to how to fix the issue.

Yup, I am one of those people who talks out loud to themselves. Yes, I also answer and argue about shit with myself out loud. People around, so what? Weird sideways looks, didn't your mother teach you it's not polite to stare? No, I wasn't speaking to you; I was speaking with the parts of myself that don't agree at the moment. They never agree, and it can get loud inside here, so I make them take it outside. Resolutions and compromises are always found once they voice it all.

Too many ideas flying around in your head, none of them making much of a cohesive anything. Start spouting them out loud as they come, eventually you will see how they connect and WHAM!, all of a sudden five of them come together and you have genius, brilliance. Never waste a racing mind; make use of it.

Have some situations that you need to talk out, but the other person chooses not to speak with you about said situation. Then you go ahead without them. You take the time to speak their side, stand in their place, and speak as them to yourself. How are they seeing it from their perspective? Take into account all possibilities as best as you can. And then speak as yourself from your perspective on it. Is there common ground between you? What do I feel I could change about how I responded? Was it about me, or was it really theirs that they projected onto me? Was I projecting onto them my bullshit?

Once you gain the insight, you can then speak to them from their perspective. And in doing that, it shows you hear them when they speak. Most people don't want to talk things out because they feel that nobody really listens to them, so why bother when they don't understand what I mean? When you pause and take the time to hash it out out loud, because face it, sometimes inside your head you don't really hear how it sounds once spoken, you hear all the true and false in your statements.

You took the time to understand and work through, and actually listen to what they were saying. Usually, that makes people feel like, okay, maybe I can speak with you and feel heard. Hmm, I think I will afford you the same kindness and step into your perspective so that you will also feel heard, and in that, we will always find common ground, even if only in some small way; it is enough.

I highly recommend speaking out loud to yourself, arguing, answering, and acting out others' lines. You will find those things that are for you to work on and the things that belong to them to work on. Keep your personal soul's evolution moving forward, and build your wisdom with love and compassion imperfectly. Remember, life will always be messy, and perfection is the biggest illusion there is.